I’m down on my knees, God I’m at your alter begging for your forgiveness. I’m not a righteous man. Speak to me face to face like you did in the days of old with Moses. I know we can’t try to live right, we have to live right, there is no try. Is that how you become righteous? God, I still don’t fully understand you but am I meant to? If I fully understand you would my pride sky rocket? Would I want to be you? That wouldn’t be righteous