God, I don’t know where to go. These emotions in me are going crazy. What I’m I suppose to do? I don’t know what these feelings are. I don’t know how to express what I’m feeling. I’m confused, I want to be free, I want peace, I feel like nothing is going my way. Take this anger from me. I can’t do this alone. This is my plea. Give me life, I feel like mines ending. But, you know all things. You know my plans and my thoughts. You know why I’m feeling this way even if I don’t. You have a purpose for it and for me. But please relive some of my burdens. I want to be different I want to change I want to be better. I can’t do that outside of you. I’m sorry God if I keep sinning there is no reason.
I am a full time missionary living on the Navajo Nation on the New Mexico/Arizona state line. I am here with Navajo H2O at the First American Dream Center, and we help the Navajo people! Tuesday's and Thursday's we are open for them to come and receive food, we service both New Mexico and Arizona, in conjunction to that we give out free clothes and other donated stuff. When we are not busy, I like to go hiking up the mountains or just sit around and read a good book.