Coming from a good youth group and now being a single missionary, I have the joy and sadness of looking around to see where everyone is at and what everyone has done. When I was younger growing up, I was the type to defie what I was told to do, even to this day I do a little. Both do I have, a heavy heart and a proud heart. Some have made terrible mistakes, mistakes that will be hard to bounce back from, but not impossible! Others have turned their life around. I thought that I had everyone pinned, I thought that I knew everyone better than I knew myself!